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Elena Weekly Round-up: Twenty-three Weeks.

Filed under: Aaron, Elena, Family, Pregnancy — Heidi at 9:20 pm on Wednesday, April 26, 2006

General:

  • Have a sonogram and Dr. appt. on Monday.  I’m ready to see some progress here, peeps.
  • Pics of the lovely lady: here.
  • Names: Still working on a middle name.
  • Room: Probably some red involved, and definitely yellow, but no idea on the details.

About Elena: (Courtesy of Fertility Friend Pregnancy.)

  • Your baby now weighs almost 1 lb (450g) and measures about 8 inches (20cm) from crown to rump.
  • She is becoming plumper as her fat is being laid down at a high rate (Good.  Take some of mine.), but her skin is still wrinkled and reddish. The wrinkled and loose appearance of her skin is due to the faster production of her skin than the fat that fills it out. The reddish appearance of her skin is due to the deposition of pigment as her skin loses its translucent appearance.
  • Your baby can kick and punch vigorously by now, but she may also be gently feeling the umbilical cord and rubbing her hands and face against the inside membrane of the amniotic sac that holds her. (Maybe that’s why AJ still likes the silky edges of the blanket.)
  • She is still swallowing amniotic fluid (which provides an important nutritional supplement to the nutrition she gets from you via the placenta) and is passing some of it as urine. (And then swallowing it again? GROSS.) The swallowing of the amniotic fluid may cause your baby to get the hiccups and you may even be able to feel this as her body jumps inside yours.
  • The lanugo hair on your baby’s body may turn darker at this time.

What Elena is doing to my body: (Word-for-word courtesy of Fertility Friend Pregnancy.)

  • Most women have gained between 10-15lbs (4.5-6.8kg) by this time, though your experience may vary. Your doctor should be able to tell you what is the best weight gain for you. (As of today, I’m at 13.  UGH!)
  • Your doctor or midwife can feel the different parts of the baby through your abdominal wall by external palpitation.
  • Your legs may feel swollen. Heartburn, round ligament pain and fatigue may persist or may disappear.
  • As your uterus enlarges, it puts pressure on your bladder and you feel the need to urinate more frequently.
  • You may have an occasional stitch-like pain down the side of your belly. This is the uterine muscle stretching and the pain generally goes away if you have a rest.
  • You may begin to feel Braxton Hicks contractions around this time. These are “practice” contractions that help your uterus to prepare for labor. You may notice them getting stronger as your pregnancy progresses, but they are rarely painful or regular like real labor contractions. If you are not sure whether you are experiencing real labor contractions or Braxton Hicks contractions, it is best to talk to your prenatal care provider.

Pregnancy Symptoms:

  • Cravings - Jello - Black Cherry and Strawberry with Pineapple.
  • Aches and Pains - I still feel like my feet are going to fall off, but the fake Crocs are helping.
  • Movement - She occasionally wakes me in the middle of the night.
  • Hormonal Changes - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
  • Sore Boobage - They’re growing again.
  • Placenta Previa - Same ol, same ol.  Hopefully we’ll find out more on Monday.  More info about PP here.

Most Interesting Emotional Breakdown(s) This Week:

  • I have been exceptionally irritable lately - and moderately depressed as well. All of this thinking about the PP is taking its toll on me.  But, I have to go through all of the scenarios in order to be prepared for what may come. It’s the way I do things.  And it drives Aaron crazy.  But I’m trying to be positive and realistic at the same time.
  • My way of dealing with the stress of the looming PP is two-fold:  Eating and trying to focus on the things that I CAN do rather than the things I can’t. (At least one of them is positive.) So, I’ve been trying to keep busy working on stuff that needs to be done before Elena makes her debut.  This requires incessant humming and plugging my ears with my fingers (Nanny nanny boo boo, I can’t hear you.) so that I don’t have to listen to the evil voice in my head that keeps reminding me of the things I’m NOT ALLOWED to do.  (Just so you know, that voice is satan.)  My plan was working quite well until my dad ended up in the hospital. It really brought home the fact that I have been restricted. Um, in case you couldn’t tell…I don’t really like restrictions. In fact, I tend to rebel against them.  BUT I’m doing my best to follow orders.  The last thing I want is to end up in the hospital away from my family, alone with the voice of satan, but I must admit - it’s taking all of my energy not to jump in the car and go for a loooong drive away from this damn house with all of the things that need to be done.
  • I tell the PP to “Get a move-on” on a daily basis.  I’m still not feeling Elena’s movement as low as I did with Liam, so I’m guessing it’s taking its sweet ass time.  I still have a feeling that it’ll move, but naturally it won’t be until after 32 weeks, when I can’t travel anyway.  Oh well…at least the heavy lifting and no-sex bans will be lifted.  The not being able to lift the dog food bag at the grocery store is killing me. 

It’s spring. Why are we sick?

Filed under: Aaron, Depression, Liam — Heidi at 4:05 pm on Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Well, L is sick, which explains the lack of eating, short naps and the difficulty in getting him to go to sleep the past couple of days. We managed Home Depot and Kindermusik this morning, but when we got home, he was whiny again like yesterday and wouldn’t eat lunch. Being an intelligent mommy for once, I took his temp BEFORE Jen, Julianne, and Ethan arrived and headed them off at the pass so that they don’t all end up sick. I guess I’ll watch it for the next few days and see what happens. We’re supposed to make our first trip to the zoo on Thursday. I hope it clears up by then.

I am also worn out again today, so I’m wondering if I have a little of the bug as well. It’s one of those days where I should have slept during nap time, but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I haven’t had much time to myself the last few weeks and I know that’s why I’m feeling down. I re-energize when alone - not when sleeping - just when I have some time to myself to think.

AJ is working from home this afternoon and here I am sitting on the sofa trying to rest and looking all lazy and shit - when I tell him all the time that I work all day too.

Oh well. I don’t care. I’m too worn out today to care.

An Ice Cream Cone First.

Filed under: BackBlogging, Food, Liam, Mommyhood — Heidi at 8:17 pm on Monday, April 24, 2006

Liam and I were both exhausted today. This weekend was overwhelming.
Actually, thinking about weekends, the last couple have not been relaxing at all for me.  I know I have high expectations of what I want to get done, but there’s so much to do and it’s hard to put things off when I am living in the what-if-I-end-up-on-bedrest-and-nothing-is-ready mode until further notice.
I generally try to set aside Sunday as my day to decompress and prepare for the next week.  My usual Sunday ritual involves making to-do lists, planning my weekly errands, getting a grocery list together, and making sure that the house is picked up and looks nice for at least part of the day on Monday.  It’s kind of like being baptized, I think - all the to-dos of the previous week are washed away and the next week’s list is pristine without any black marks on the page.

But that hasn’t happened the last few weeks. And the fact that I was lazy instead of getting shit marked off my list just means that there’s more to do this week, and more importantly, that I don’t know what those things are since I didn’t get my lists made yesterday.  It frustrates me more than anything to be disorganized.  So, I’ve been scrambling on Monday mornings to get it all done.  This morning, I attempted it during the last 30 minutes of Sesame Street.  I was crazed.  All I got done was the grocery list.

Then I dealt with a whiny, monster child.   I finally couldn’t take it any more and put him in bed at 12.15 - an hour earlier than usual.  He didn’t sleep as long as he should have…I’m wondering if he’s getting sick…but I got a little snooze in, which always makes it easier to deal with later in the day.  (Mind you, it didn’t stop me from food medicating most of the day.)
Anyway, after too much stress eating and a short nap, L and I did manage to go to the grocery store.  But before we went, I drove through two McDonald’s to get an ice cream cone.  The first one had a broken machine and I was desperate.  For a moment, I felt as though one must feel when their drug dealer “leaves town” unexpectedly.  Who picks up the slack?  Fortunately, there’s another McD’s right next door to the grocery store I frequent and they hooked me up.

As part of my ploy to keep Irritable Small Child happy during the entire grocery shopping trip, I let L hold the cone and lick the ice cream.

You would have thought I’d given him the key to heaven.  Those bright blue eyes shone with glee and every time I had to take it away to “clean up the drips” he’d fixate and chant, “ISSSEE keam cone, ISSSEE keam cone.”  A couple of times I tried to hold it and just give him a bite so that I could enjoy some of it as well, but he caught on to that quite adeptly.  The blue eyes looked at me longingly and he’d say, “Lee-um do-it?  Peas Mama.”

There is no getting around the fact that he has felt the joy of holding the cone as well as eating from it as it dripped slowly down his chin and neck onto his shirt.

The ice cream mustache was worth the mess.

So, I’m not exactly which one of us shared the ice cream cone with the other.  All I know is that to each of us, the thought of it being, “my ice cream cone” was enough.  It made both of our days a little easier.

I took the camera, but took no pictures.

Filed under: Aaron, BackBlogging, Food, Friends, Liam — Heidi at 10:37 pm on Sunday, April 23, 2006

It was a rather busy day here in the heidichronicles household.

First of all, L was up at 6.30 even though he didn’t go to bed until 10 last night. I couldn’t believe it. THEN, he only slept for an hour and 15 minutes this afternoon. These kinds of days exhaust me.

Or maybe it had something to do with me working in the lawn for three hours. I got a little bit of the landscaping cleaned up and managed to pull out some more of pesky spreading tree that we have in one of the flower beds. It drives me crazy. I got good and sweaty out there, but didn’t do anything strenuous, in case you were wondering.

L helped me a bit with his wheelbarrow, watering can, bucket, and assorted gardening tools. AJ got some really good shots of him working, but the memory card wasn’t in the camera, so they were only imaginary pictures. What a bummer. You should see him out there tooling around behind the wheelbarrow. He got dirty and had a great time - right up until he dumped my water and started eating ice off of the dirt. Then he had to go inside with AJ.

After working in the lawn, I was FREAKING exhausted and A and I watched Walk the Line. Plot - old news. Acting - impressive.

Then, we got ready to go to India Fest 2006 at Neal and Ang’s house. Ang and Neha had been working for four hours to make some tasty Indian vittles. I was all ready to take some pics of them working and of all the yummy food, but then I had to cut my strawberries for dessert and I ended up assisting in the chopping of items for dinner. (I have a confession. I love to chop. I like to make things as similar in size as possible. There’s just something soothing about chopping. Maybe it’s the vision of cutting out the hearts of my enemies and mincing them into teeny tiny pieces. Maybe it’s the control I have over the jalapeno. I really don’t know…but I like to chop.)

I don’t know what all we had, or how to spell it, but it was damn good. Maybe Ang will enlighten us in the comments.

So, pretty much everyone but Aaron enjoyed the Fest-food. (He ate pizza…and breadsticks…and strawberry shortcake.) I’m not much for eating outside, but if there was a perfect day for it, this was it. We all sat on the deck and took turns trying to keep Liam from going down the stairs into the grass.

I guess I should say that L was hip on the strawberry shortcake as well. He wasn’t very hungry, but he enjoyed the stairs on the back deck and also running around in N&A’s backyard with Marley, their Westie.

In addition to the strawberry shortcake, I also managed to unload a few bright blue peeps and marshmallow eggs onto unsuspecting Indians. It was a good dessert night as well.

Hats off to Ang - the Indianest white girl I know. Dinner was delicious and company complemented nicely.

If only I had pictures.

Miss Megan’s 29th Birthday Bash

Filed under: Aaron, BackBlogging, Friends — Heidi at 1:45 pm on Sunday, April 23, 2006

My dear friend, Citizen Meg, turned 29 on tax day. She celebrates every year because since her birthday is on the 15th, she gets her tax return early.
Ok, I made that part up, but I really think that there should be some sort of benefit for those having to celebrate their birthday on the crappiest day of the year.

Anyway, she hosted a fantastic bash last evening and of course, Aaron and I were among the chosen few to attend. I did not get to stay very long as I had to relieve the babysitter - and I was exhausted after the shower antics Sat. morning, but I did get a few choice pics of the evening before things got crazy.

One of my favorite couples of all time.

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Jeff’s French-Canadian beer, which offered a warning to anyone drinking it out of anything but a tulip glass.

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And finally, since Meg is keen on being the paparazzi herself, it was time for a little payback. (In one picture you can actually see her uvula.)

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And this…THIS is after things got crazy.

Aaron, who said he wasn’t going to be late, ended up taking Meg home at the end of the night. He’s such a sweet one, that Aaron.

Anyway, happy birthday Meg. I always think you’re older than me because you’re a super-smart attorney. It shocks me every year that you’re younger than my sister!

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